i am starting to sense your location, in an old abandoned mansion in a countryside in england
spirits trapped inside the linens. you're feeling quite at home there,
also feeling somewhat lonely; no one sees you in your pixelated fishnets.
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i sometimes dream
of disappearing.
i think, some nights
that i could only be happy,
as a particle, floating on air.
then, nobody could see me
in my shame of an ugly heart,
always misfit. some kind of dead.
a girl calls and asks, "does it hurt very much to die?"
well, sweetheart, i tell her, yes, but it hurts a lot more to keep living. - chuck palahniuk, survivor.
also feeling somewhat lonely; no one sees you in your pixelated fishnets.
- location, freelance whales
[papertissue]i sometimes dream
of disappearing.
i think, some nights
that i could only be happy,
as a particle, floating on air.
then, nobody could see me
in my shame of an ugly heart,
always misfit. some kind of dead.
a girl calls and asks, "does it hurt very much to die?"
well, sweetheart, i tell her, yes, but it hurts a lot more to keep living. - chuck palahniuk, survivor.
If just find the courage to believe in yourself, to accept the person you are and realise that you are the person you want to be, regardless of what other people may think... you´ll find that there´s so much to do, to imagine, to make happen - to live for!
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